Hey mom its been a month since you've been gone. People say it gets easier with time but I think there wrong I miss you more every day. The kids keep me busy but at night when they're in bed your all I think about. I get mad sometimes because I don't think its right everything you had gone through and you came though it with a smile on your face. So I ask myself why. I know some day I'll know the answer but that doesn't help now. I hope you really you know how much I love you. Mothers day is Sunday I don't know how I'm going to handle it. Happy MOTHERS DAY mom I love you forever Tim