Mom, I haven't wrote on here to you in a while but I know you know how I am feeling. It is still so hard for me to deal with you not here. I am trying so hard to be the best I can just like you would want. I really wish you could come around and just let me know your okay. I need to feel you with me. Patrick Swayze passed today and I know he was one of you favorite actors. The boys are doing good they are growing up so fast. Jacob squeezes his bunny at bedtime. It is his little prayer. I miss you mom more than I ever thought possible. I love you hugs and kisses.