Hi mom, I think about you often. I hate that the holidays are coming up. I could care less about them. It is just not the same without you. I hope you are watching over dad at the farm. I went up today and I think you would be very proud. I hope heaven is beautiful. I wish you would send a message to us to let us know you are ok. Everything is so different. Jacob still sleeps with the bunny and Joshua sleeps with the blanket. I miss you so much it hurts. I love you. Hugs and kisses