Mom, I am still feeling so down and I cannot get out of it. I miss you everyday. There is so much we need you here for but the only one that counts is to be here with dad. I hope you can hear me. Please send me a big sign. The boys are growing up so fast. I hated seeing the tear in you eye as you slipped away from us. I think of the day every day. I wonder if we should have done something differently. Please let me know that you are ok. I love you so much hugs and kisses.