Hi Mom, I want you to know how much I miss you. The holidays are so hard. I often wonder why life is this way. I think about you every day and it seems like I am expecting you to walk through like you never even left. I miss your smile and your laugh. If I could just ask for one thing for Christmas it would be you. I love you and miss you. Mindy P.S. I hope you like the Christmas lights at the farm and the decorations from the kids.