Hi Mom, It has been a while since I have been on here but I think of you each and every second of the day. I somehow realized tonight that you won't be back. I am not sure what to do. I guess I was in denial for so long. I do not think this is fair at all. We need you here with us. I am not sure what I expected but I have just been waiting for you to come back. Please come back and talk to me and let me know you are still here with me. I love you hugs and kisses