Dee, I LOVE YOU. Today is Christmas. I got you a rose and a card. I wish you were here so I could give them to you. It will never be the same without you. The kids are trying to make it good for the little ones. They are all missing you a lot. I just wish people would realize how lucky they are to have their loved ones with them. I hope they would give them a hug and let them know how much they are loved. I know you loved me and you know I loved you. It is so hard to go on without you. I will always love you. I miss you so much. Maybe one day soon I can be with you again. Merry Christmas. Love Ya Forever and Ever and Always, "me"